I’m very much aware of how obtuse my last couple of posts have been. There are a number of recent changes in my circumstances that I don’t think are appropriate to share outside of those that it directly impacts. As ever, that hasn’t stopped people from sharing their thoughts on my life outside of those it directly impacts.
In the last week, there has been an identified change in the way things have been discussed and I am very grateful to have that back. It goes a long way to talk directly to people about what you need and your expectations. Still, the rumour mill continues to churn. Those who preach being kind are often those who are most likely to throw dispersions in. Anyone who messages me out of the blue asking how I am is to be carefully considered before I let them in. And that’s not like me. I’m generally an open book. It’s just a shame that we have to be a little defensive for a while but it’s brought everything into sharp focus and will ensure that we get what we want ultimately.
I’m doing really well. I’m looking after myself and I can feel that happiness permeating the things I’m doing and the people I choose to surround myself with. What more could I ask for right now?